She doesn’t even know. Yesterday she asked me about this first time.
Why you send some extraneous messages for me.
When I am going out to buy some groceries, and stationeries,
I make the list in my Mom’s message box.
Whenever she opened the text message, she sees that lists.
Yesterday she asked me. Why, dear, you always do this?
I explain her: Mom, do you remember, when I first away from home for my higher study, I was studying in Singapore, you told me, please keep in touch always. If you are going outside mom is always with you. Don’t worry for anything. When you feel you are alone, just look this message and she sends me that first message it wrote like this…. Make a list and plan it. Then start….
That’s what I feel to write this nowadays too. However, the text wants some personal.
Then she laughed and says oh my dear… you didn’t change.
When I was a kid, My Dad used to build an own Tape/Cassette Recorder.
When I was 9 years old. I used to listen music and at the same time I was learning Music. I really love the songs. Then one evening, my parents working in the garden. I tried to record my song with tape recorder . Unfortunately, it didn’t work. Then I realized some how the Tape recorder non operating. But I really don’t know it was my mistake or else. After I went to my parents, I want to tell them, but I don’t know what will be their reaction. I was confused. What I want to do? Then, I regret to say about the tape recorder. And the night my parents asked me why you are looking so sad? I said nothing. They can read my mind because the are my parents. They know everything I am thinking. Then my mom asked me again, do you want to say something? I said no instead of saying yes.
Then I went to bed, I asked to God what I want to do? Suddenly I feel I am going to tell them what I did. Then I went to my parents. My parents usually sleep after 11pm. So, they were in Living room. And my dad asked me. Jeena, you didn’t sleep yet? I said no. I want to tell you something. But will you scold me? My parents laughed. And they said no. Tell me. Then I tell them what I was did. My dad smiled and said. Jeena, I will check don’t worry. Then he went to find out the problem. And he said it’s not working. Don’t worry. Morning I will go the repair shop. But my mood, it still like before. Then the next day I went to school. And I PRAYED TO GOD, please the tape record should work. Please heal the tape recorder. And my mom smiled and said. When you will be back it will be alright.
Then, the evening I back from school, I go and check the tape recorder. It’s in my parents’ room. I didn’t see there any tape record. Then my dad called me and he said come look at this. You will be happy. Then I was shocked. It’s the Tape record. But it’s different. And he plugged and it was working. I was very happy at the moment I can’t express that feeling. And I said sorry to dad. But he said no worries. You have a new tape record here to play music or you can record. And I asked him where is that old one? He just took me to the parent’s room, another corner, I found another tape record. Not like the old one. My dad said I modify with some part of the old one. Now it’s playing. Go and check it. I was very happy when I play the button.
My dad said. You can also do this in your life. When you feel something you earned before, but you feel it couldn’t useful now. But it will useful for your lifetime. It’s always your lifetime achievement. Just modify every time. And keep it always with you. It will make you happy again and again.
I mean you are going to achieve something. And the person also working the same firm and need to achieve more. May be someone called its competition. Or it’s called a challenge. We called by this different name.
Are you going to give the space for that person or you move faster than him?
I hope everyone wants to go faster. But, imagine, if you are going fast. Sometimes it’s turns good luck for you. But sometimes it’s turns to him. Because, when you tried to do something really fast, but you didn’t concentrate what is the main result your company needs. You just make you proud yourself. But not others. Sometimes, It’s your luck. Then you will achieve promotion or something else.Or else he will achieve everything.
Do it faster. But don’t move from the result what your company needs.
Make it everything properly, but don’t delay with your own problems.
If you want to give good to others, Do it your best. Don’t copy anyone.